Lost Dreams!

It seems more than ever I am wanting to just up and leave my security blanket and just go and start living my life. I have hoped for at least five years now to move to and live in Australia. I have a beautiful and wonderful friend there who is my best friend. I have not seen her in over three years now and our tea and coffee time are the moments in life I cherish most. Problem is finding a sponsor which in reality is my only hope for ever making this dream happen at all it would seem. I am hatching a scheme soon that might actually work for me and get this dream aloft on the winds of life once more. I finished my degree and that was for quite some time my biggest obstacle. The economy and foreign immigration laws seems to be my issue as of late. I am not giving up on my dream but I am going to start, at least trying, to get this dream to its reality. I don't know what life has in store for me but I will go to visit my friend and her family soon and I will try to get the attention of the people or persons that can help me to fulfill my dreams. We shall see what the future may hold I am still fighting for happiness and I will continue to do so. Me and the little red dog have been hiking allot and we have been spending allot of time outdoors as of late. I have been trying to eat better and get back into a more healthy lifestyle with more exercise. I have lost over 10 pounds so I think I might be on the right track. I want the next time I go to Australia to be fit and ready to wow that prospective sponsor. LOL! I realize that its a long road ahead, as it has been a long road just to get to where I am presently. I just know I will keep trying because it is not in my nature to give up. I refuse to have lost dreams!