Wednesday, December 9, 2009

I want a new Drug!


I am needing a new drug or hobby or distraction however you wish to view it. I am so burnt out on life right now that its like being a zombie walking through a dream. No really I do need some me time though. I am definitely overworked under paid and not appreciated at my job or in my life by most I think. I know that everyone else has their own problems and own worries to deal with so I understand why we all how we are. I have been moving towards going to school in Australia for some time now and after finance this semester I should be extremely close to achieving this goal. I miss the beaches and I miss my friends there. I have been trying to get my bills all paid off so I can leave without any commitments so far everything except my student loans. If I do it right they can be gone in two years and so can I with luck. I am going to try and take some time off soon so I can just relax and find that happy median that I have been trying to find for so long and just live. I realize that in today's world we have forgotten how to do that. When was the last time you just woke up and went or did whatever instead of the day being sliced up in to time bits where you can only do this or that for the allotted amount of time. My day is chopped up from the moment my clock buzzes till the moment I pass out again that night. I am definitely ready to find a beautiful distraction and let it wisp me away into wonderland and no white rabbits with time pieces either or its stew for me that night! ;) I am heading into unfamiliar territories soon because if I do get through school I am thinking of trying out a new career in maybe teaching. Who knows I might pursue a capitalistic approach instead and start my own company all things are possible if you have the desire and will to make them happen this I know for sure. Until then me and the old kayak, backpack and little red dog are heading to places outdoors and away from the woes of modern man so that I might get some peace and quiet. Sometimes that old expression silence is a virtue rings true and we need that to reset the internal clock and escape our electronic collars. I know mine is chaffing me big time. My friend Rkelly need to contact me soon so I can break in my new backpack its screaming that it wants to find a dusty trail on a secluded mountain somewhere in America! Well my fellow bloggers and travelers find your quiet mountain or new drug and use it to your best ability to find some peace and quiet. Laters!

1 comment:

  1. i appreciate you...

    New plan!!!! . First, I need some cold weather experience, whats your schedule like in the week or so to come... i dont have a decent tent, but I will just have to suck it up... I need the experience because i REALLY REALLY with double reallys and two really big L's want to take a trip into the mtns in colorado this winter and pack back into the snow covered wilderness... soon as my taxes come in this year, im gonna head on out.

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