The Way!

I often wonder how God knows what or who we need in our lives when we are seeking our way. Mine is so blessed these days I could burst. I have the love of a beautiful woman both inside and out and of course the little red dog for whom always gives me unconditional love and affection. I truly am blessed by all these people and kindred furry spirits. I recently became a grandfather and I felt that feeling I felt when I held my daughter for the first time. Love so deep and pure that only a love that has existed form times beginning could have sent it my way. My grandson has touched my heart in the same way I am madly in love with him and I have only just met him! I find it hard to understand how we can do this but I never look at a gift such as that as being anything but a miracle in my life so for this I give thanks! I recently went to south Padre Island in Texas! It was for the most part it was a great experience, I was with my girl and my dog. I was stressed out on the financial side of things, so I was not having as great a time as I could have and probably ruined it for my girl by stressing as well but she was a trooper and kept the faith. I am trying to get myself ready to return to school but I have failed over and over to save money as I needed to so things have been a tad bit tight for me and the pup. We will weather this storm and all storms to come I assure you of this for sure! I am so very glad for each breath I draw and hope that God blesses my daughter my grandson and all my friends and family with a long and very happy lives while we all keeping seeking our way in life!

Sunsets over Beaches

Well much has changed in my life since last I wrote to the world. Where to begin I must say I have retired my bunny tail and opened my heart to love once more. Quite refreshing to feel someones touch from even afar. I am truly blessed to have met a kind and loving person in this world of unfeeling and self centered people. I look forward to the future and whatever it holds so bring it life I am ready! On another note the Camino De Santiago I never wanted to do a pilgrimage but now I do strange how life adds things to your bucket list. I am to understand peligrinos have been doing that road for the last thousand years which is exciting to me and quite spiritual. I also wonder about what my future holds I am going to quit my job soon to go back to school and do not know what lies in store for me. I should take the safe route but what is a life unless you take chances to better it. I am tired of a life unlived and seek to live once more. I have been doing some travels with the little red dog and I need to break in a new back pack it calls to me to do so soon. I have begun portion control of food and my weight has been dropping dramatically as well as some regular exercise which seems to be helping this old dog stay fit. We shall see if I can walk away from my beer consumption lol! Damn you beer why do I love you so! So life in general is good and I am ready for a summer of adventure who knows where it will take me hopefully home to Australia I so miss my beaches! Oh and what about this upcoming end of days whats up with that are we gonna have one or is it another George Orwell type scenario I wonder. Any how me and the little red dog hope all is well in my readers worlds and that you find the trail you need to be on in life and that you always have sunsets over beaches from now on!

A New Moon Rising!

Well the new year is at hand and I am feeling quite good about the direction I am heading! My job still sucks but I am thankful for having one! I will fix that soon when I start back to school and try to make a new life and a new career! I have met some one and I really am glad to have found her quite a surprise in my hum drum little life! So weird to find some one that is so much like you and yet different enough to make it interesting we shall see where this goes but so far it's going very well! My daughter has been on a roller coaster ride as of late details to follow but I will pray for her and hope for the best! I hope that life is everything that my friends and family want it to be and that you all find the new year to be more than you could have hoped for! I will keep looking for another job and I will keep hoping for a better tomorrow! Live well my friends just wanted to wish you all the best on this new moon rising!

By the Moonlight!

I am always amazed by life and how it can bring with it many new surprises and even more so new roads to travel upon! I have been thinking of my future as of late and a career change is in order for sure. I have been in technology for 15+ years now and have grown tired of the bureaucratic and political crap of the business world. I know one can never escape these things. I do hope to change my field and possibly my place of residence within the next two years hopefully with a ocean nearby to help me cope with the stresses of my new career! I have found a new friend that shares my desires and my love of life and we seem to be on the same path in life in many ways. I find this quite refreshing and very exciting. It's been so long since I have had good company and even longer since I have known some one that is so down to earth. I keep hoping that this will continue to grow and bloom. I have such high hopes that life will become better with age like so many good things do! Time really is a wonderful thing some times when it's not taking the grains of sand from our lives. My friend had reminded me that we first started our friend ship by the light of the full moon. Something which seems to hold some importance to her so I truly enjoy the moon even more so than I did before! So here is to many many more full moons together and to what ever their light may bring!

The twitching of the Rabbits tail!!!

Well I am at a cross roads yet again in my life and which road to take in order to better myself. I have been in the technology business for years now and I have grown disillusioned and tired of the whole scene in IT! I yearn for something new better pay and more time for myself to travel and reconnect to the me I left behind during my campaign to earn a degree buy like a good citizen and yaddy yaddy yah! So I am ready to go the road less traveled and try on something new been think of becoming a surgical technologist. We shall see if that is going to work out for me. On another note I have been seeing a certain female for some time now and it is going really well. We both have allot in common and we both are pretty much on the same page. Normally my rabbit tail starts shivering and I run away by this point but she has some how not set it off. I must say I am quite relieved at this and quite shocked as well at how much I enjoy her company. The little red dog and I have not been able to do a whole lot this summer because of the extreme heat wave our state has been under not much kayaking or camping has been had so trying to get set for October so I can go backpacking in the high country. Sadly I cannot bring the little red dog due to predators apparently allot of predators. I hope that in the near future though we can do some more together for she is my pack, yak and all around outdoor buddy! I really do not have allot to say just things bouncing in my head and glad that the twitching in my tail has stopped! Later's!

Cross Roads!

Well I find myself yet once again at a cross roads in my life. I need to make tough decisions in order to move ahead in my life and I am finding it increasingly harder to do so. It would involve me taking chances and a leap of faith that all will be well. Which I believe in the long run will be better for me. I have started a new friendship that has potential to be something more. It involves a tough transition with my best friend though so its going to be difficult! I need to make a career change big time in my life and I am hoping that I can find the courage and strength to make the tough decisions that lie ahead. I hope that by doing so I can find a career that I love and one that has potential for growth and prosperity. We shall see what lay in my future with any luck a beach and some prawns lol! Man why is life so much life? I do want to start living even more started that trend some years ago and it has continued to grow over time so I am pretty excited about that trend I started and looking forward to the rest of my life however long that may be. God...Gods thank you for my little insignificant life that has brought both great sorrow and great happiness on this blue marble we call home. I will continue forward and try to take more chances so that happiness can find a home in my heart and life. The Little Red Dog is wonderful as ever always there with her special brand of four footed love and friendship keeping the flames going so that I don't haft to feel the cold of loneliness! Thank you everyone and all who are a part of this thing I call my life!

Lost In Space!

Do you remember that show from old the family gets sling shotted to the edge of the galaxy. Well thats how I am feeling these days like I have been shot to the outer rim of the galaxy with only my dog and a few friends to keep me company. Relationships are represented by hostile alien forces that are either trying to kill me or just being completely stupid much like the Jersey Shore! Why is it that emotions run so deeply in some and so shallow in others I still have yet to understand this dichotomy. I have a great example; someone asks for my number calls wants me to hang out then bam they disappear never to be heard from until the next random encounter. "Damn Aliens!" I really do not know what anyone really wants from me at times which is really weird. I still have hope we are gonna make it home one day and all will be well in the universe. Call me crazy but I am the eternal optimist. Not always but a definite most of the time for sure. What is one to do except trudge on and try to make the best of a situation that has been laid before them. I am lucky in the fact that I do have really great friends for support and the little red dog to keep me company on that journey through space and time or as I like to call it "life". I have accomplished most of my goals, I am almost debt free and I am ever searching for the next great adventure. Life is good! So why am I bothered by people who come into my life at random times? Is it because they never stay long or is it because they leave me feeling of little importance or that I am left feeling unwanted! Whatever it may be it still feels like I am lost in space!